Lately, I had been so busy with work that even if I was singing with a choir on Sundays, I always felt like an automaton. Taking quick stock of my situation proved fruitful. I realized that I was about to experience a major burnout. I'm reminded of a lesson I learned as a Psychology student - admitting that you have a problem is already halfway towards solving it. I ACCEPT THAT MY LIFE IS STRESSFUL RIGHT NOW AND I BELIEVE THAT GOD WILL HELP ME DEAL WITH IT.
Weeks ago, my inner self must have been the first to recognize my deep need for some sort of stress debriefing, not unlike that which is administered to soldiers returning from war. I brought two little images and set them on my office desktop. One is of St. Raphael, the archangel of healing, the other is The Infant Jesus of Prague. I have yet to meditate on the meaning of The Holy Child's intervention in this very difficult and trying time.
"Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light." - Matthew 11:28
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